Sunday, May 10 ♥
l♥ved,
The truth...
Sometimes when I become aware of the rate I am going, I feel so scared that I might end up in a heartbreak that I will never be able to trust my own instincts again. Its like u've been proven wrong so many times. Its like a pair of feet, I develop callouses to prevent my own skin from getting raw (ok, weird analogy but u get the drift right?). I try to protect myself but I feel like an addict wanting to get into it more and more. Resulting in countless delusion and make beliefs. Therefore, I feel really sorry whenever I meet someone new and I can't just jump into the whole ride and believe again like what I did when I was younger (before everything else was filled with lies and passports =.=).
But now, I'm starting to believe again... and my mind is running wild ideas on what we can do in the future... :) 
I love u bb...
I love u bb...