Been reading everyone's 2008 to 2009 transition and all of their resolutions... I suddenly feel the urge to hurry blog about my transition too! However, now that I'm typing, I can't think of anything to blog about (=.=).
I turn back and look at 2008 with disappointment. I never want the bad things that had happened in 2008 to happen again. I've never been so afraid (ok, I'm afraid of needles, roaches and... needles) of things before. All in all, 2008 was quite a bad year.. because the good things can't offset the bad ones (:/). But I don't regret anything (ok, maybe the part where I extended my stay in Perth and caused someone very important to me a huge heartbreak and one side of her fave shoes ... I'm still very sorry:( )... But still, I don't regret all the silly things I've done n said. Because... DENISE (in 2007,2006,2005,2004....) would've done it too. :)
In 2009, I'm going to be stronger (not physically...), wiser and faster... I hope. I'm going to get my first ever HD and be the DENISE.... that.... er.... like how Kanye West thought he'll be when he wrote that song (did he even write that song?) !! And... I don't want to be hospitalized anymore!! Especially in Melb... :/It is sad that as I grow older, I begin to lost faith much quicker than before. I become more cynical... When was the last time I choose to believe the good in all people and let my guard down? ok... just end of last year I did that and look where it got me... *sniggers*But I've learnt to accept the curveballs fate throws better than before. Sometimes when the world is against me... I just grit my teeth and wait... for a better judgment (hmm, on case to case basis..heh). I give up questioning... I give up hating (but I still dislike...)... I give up waiting. One day I will let go... I'm just waiting for the bad days to get lesser and lesser...
Hello Stranger
My future picture will be here.. be patient
Excuse me...
denise.lee
Old enough.. wise enough..
No..no.. don't try to assume.. you don't know me.