my love.

Tuesday, July 29'♥

Its been awhile since I've blogged because I've been busy... Its good to be busy so I won't think so much about missing my friends in Singapore :) I've yet to get pictures from my friend (there's about 200 i think.. we kept 'take picture! take picture!').... so I will keep my blog updated la.. heh.. (GOD knws how many empty promises I've made about this.. )

Happy 21st YaoFeng! I really wish I was there... :(... But nevertheless, I hope it was still a memorable birthday even though I was not there.. heh... I'll wait for u HERE! I was very happy that 'supermarket items' thought of me n photo-shopped me into the picture! :) I was very touched that you guys remembered me! But it made me want to be there more... :(

OK LA....

OKTHXBYE.

With Love, 1:26 AM

Saturday, July 19'♥

Like any other regular weekend nights in Melbourne... I went to the movies with friends... like...

ZAC EFRON... I got tired queuing for tickets so I rested on his sturdy chest for awhile... He looks strong even though he nearly toppled over... heh..

and the rest of my 'friends' who happen to be cast of high school musical.. ok i know i'm lame..

With Love, 10:25 PM

Friday, July 18'♥

I'm back in melb... its soo cold here. Making me miss the singapore weather more. I hope spring will come soon. I have to re-adapt to living here... it is sad. I feel that sometimes I get so dependent on my friends I find it hard to stand on my own. Its like not walking for too long, my legs get pins and needles. I feel deeply blessed because I have so many pillars I can rely on. Remember my first break up? U were listening.... until like the 5th.. u guys are still so intent on consoling me.. ok... until like the 6th n the 7th too... :) I'm sorry if I have left early on certain occasions, sometimes I get afraid of getting too close to you guys because it would make parting even harder than it already is. I'm looking forward to my graduation... :)

With Love, 12:36 PM

Sunday, July 13'♥

SO in conclusion to the whole story about my friend's relationship is that....... My friend didn't pay for his ice cream and thus is called a xiao bai lian... GUYS be careful... pay for everything.. ** I don't want to go back melb... :(

With Love, 2:32 AM

Thursday, July 10'♥

I did well for exams... it made everyone (esp my dad) happy. Now, he stopped saying 'Ur new bag (balenciaga) is sooo ugly n expensive !!' He still doesn't know about my Chanel Jumbo... but i don't think he'll mind... XD... Lalalala... ~ ****

I miss u already Mayonnaise... Look how happy we were... I hope everyone inside will love u as much as we dooo... I'm looking forward to seeing u in Nov!! Must chiong mc when I'm back k! LOL...

With Love, 9:44 PM

Wednesday, July 9'♥

H.A.P.P.Y 2.1st P.E.I S.H.A.N I want to thank Yao feng for dashing past a red light just to make me laugh... Thanks :) It really cracked me up quite a bit.. *** I believe the person who's been tagging about me calling her a slut won't tag anymore.. I just think so la... if not she's going to pour all the r/s nitty gritty-s already. I feel touched/humoured/enlightened by some of u guys' comments. To On3: I think the part when you said something like respect the blog, I felt that you're very MAN... heh... me likey... To Xinzi: The part you said something like 'its HER LV bag and not HIS LV bag ...' Is super funny! XD To Mayo: The part where you said 'i believe all of u all r not sluts' made me feel that you're very MAN too.. me likey too! To Yi lee: FWAH... ur comment very objective.. up ar! To the 'to-the sore loser': The part where you said the ice cream is HIS n not HERS... its damn funny! cos.. its just $1.20.. To the 'look @ the slutyface of urs': When your nick spells it our like this, i kinda imagine you to be tagging when u r looking at my friendster or facebook pic ...

With Love, 3:05 AM

Tuesday, July 8'♥

I'm in love with the song 'love it when you call'.....

'I love you when you call..... but you never call at all...woo~'

I have no more energy to retaliate to what the person who calls me a slut says simply because we can just go round n round calling each other ugly names. Whatever that happens between the guy and girl evolves around materials which sadly, fulfills what the girl thinks is a perfect relationship. I don't know whom I've called a slut before I absolutely cannot remember. Because I'm not that sort of person who will 'you slut!'... a 'you biaaatch' would sound more like me. Anyway, its not important...

**** My parents will be back tmr. I'm having a bittersweet feeling.. Because there goes my own time own target curfew :( But I get to meet my Balenciaga (trust me.. its been a long enough wait!) and my mummy... who will have heaps to complain about (heh.. ) Then soon... I'm gg back to Melbourne.. I'm not sure how ugly things will turn out at the airport (me refusing to let go of the pillar or tearing my passport into pieces)... I'm definitely not looking forward to going back to school... sigh...

With Love, 3:12 PM

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I have not called anyone a slut so I don't know how to reply that tag. But I'll want that person to know that people will not think that you're a slut when u request for a LV bag, people will just think that u r a person who wants a LV. I know it sounds dumb when u read it out aloud but ya... a person who wants a little dose of LV is not a slut... The 'xiao bai lian' u were referring to was saving all his money to buy the LV u want for your birthday. SO... he decided to put down his male pride and let you pay for dinner on certain occasions. But he was called 'xiao bai lian' in the end... so was it all worth it?

With Love, 1:16 AM

Saturday, July 5'♥

To the girl who thinks that her reputation has been damaged to the extent that she feels that she has 'broken down' (her exact words), I wanna say... I'M NOT SORRY. I feel sorry for the guy's feelings who was bruised. I feel sorry that you only felt 'broken down' when the news about who you really are got out because you did not consider his feelings when you said 'you can't give me the tai-tai lifestyle'... which to this day I still think its hilarious. In a ridiculous way. I still don't understand this... how can someone demands to be fed with a silver spoon when she hasn't been fed with a silver spoon all her life before? Anyway... I hope she leads a good life (sorry, TAI TAI life) with heaps of branded handbags...

With Love, 2:05 AM

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My week has been packed with heaps of activities. I felt like I've completed a lot of things in the hols.. But it still breaks my heart that I can't be here for August, September and October... :( I might just slide into depression during those months.

Now I can't imagine not slacking with you guys anymore... I can't imagine not sms-ing 'where r u now?' to u guys anymore... :(

I'll miss u guys like crazy... :(

*sobs... why didn't NUS, NTU, SMU accept me? #@%$#%^%$

With Love, 1:54 AM

Wednesday, July 2'♥

I feel slightly angry and mostly frustrated about my decision to study overseas.. its like I can't even have a proper relationship here because I'm studying overseas... and long distance relationship seems to be a deal breaker.. I don't blame anyone. Because I know how hard it is and it should be broken up even before it starts.

I'm angry... I have to go buy some shoes.

With Love, 4:27 PM

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Everytime when I think of 15th july.. i'll have this sour feeling in my heart. Sometimes I'll look forward to the weekends but when I do a mental countdown of the number of weekends I have left.. I feel sad. Why did I ever choose this route... but then, I've seen more than I ever will if I stay here. It made me cherish my friendships, kinship and my sunny island more.

Sigh~

With Love, 2:10 AM

Tuesday, July 1'♥

My hols are zooting past me so quickly.. but this time round I manage my time better than the last!

First, I went Sherman's comms ball.. it was fun. Thanks Sherman for the experience (the ticko and the non ticko ones)!

Then salvation army with Thomas and Xin...

Then some lovin with the petal-z ..heh..

Mayonnaise! so hot...

Dbl-o-ing with my babies... salad, chicken wings, drumstick and... MAYONNAISE!

Then mani & pedi with eil

then Mos-ing... having wine... playing 5-10... throwing ice-cubes... it was weird fun. Some guy wanted to show me what the real venice_love is... I'ld rather not.

and endless lesbian lovin... I love our 3-way relationship.. I hope it'll be a 4-way soon. Cos.. i don't have much time left!

There's still more... and YES i know what's photo-shop... but I like uploading the pics one by one cannot ar!

With Love, 1:04 AM