Base on the Jan 17 post... I wasn't trying to judge a person. I was trying to blog about something which drives normal people to do things that are irrational. There isn't a need to listen to 2 sides of a story because its not talking about YOUR (the anonymous's) relationship. Even though several actions were actual actions which you had done to your ex bf. If you think that I've had provided the facts wrong about what had happened in YOUR relationship... may I do u justice by blogging another entry with the information you provide?





6 more hrs before i go back to melbourne.. :( I wanna soak up the whole of singapore! In order to make my last week in singapore super memorable.. I've been having a lot of weird 'pangs' (like hunger pangs). Thanks to Raw n Aldrin for driving.. if not we wouldn't have gone to the legendary MUSTAFAaaa! Like the name.. its really pretty faaa-r away from my place.. but who can resist 24hr shopping and... the fashion.


I've been following the Edison Chen's sex scandal like.... an ant following sugar.. What I find to be puzzling is.. how come nobody seems to pity the poor boy? The triads are soo after him and would pay any price for his hand (not in marriage but a dead limb). But he's just a man who had sex! Its not like he circulated the pictures himself.. he just kept it in his com for his own viewing pleasure (let's not drift to what pleasure). I'm sure this kind of narcissism is common... i'm sure guys loove to take videos n pictures of their conquests. So its normal for him to do such things as well.. AND its not like he forced his sex partners to have sex with him! I don't understand why people have to get so angry with him when its a small matter? Is it because hk society do not condone such sexual behavior? But when I was there... they have so much pornography materials everywhere on the streets ( ok, dodgy looking bookstores with JUST MEN in there). I thought hk-reans have more sex than sg-reans... OR.. is it because of the small apartments they stay in which gives them no privacy to have sex cos their children is sleeping in another corner of the room and so they have this whole idea that SEX is soooo sacred no electronic recording devices should be used? It doesn't make sense. OR.. is it because nobody fucks them so they'll fuck anyone up? All the conclusion don't make any sense... edison should only feel responsible for his sex partners (then again, they gladly posed themselves in most of the pictures... so comfortable to the extend that they just let their own pubes go haywire). Leave this utterly good looking boy who hit the gene-s jackpot because he's not just good looking.. smart (assumption).. well-endowed (as seen from pictures)... and... good looking.


2 more days and i'll be in melbourne.. i'm having mixed feelings about it. Its just so hard to leave here when i've just gotten used to things here and 'poof!' the holidays are up. But at the same time, I miss those 'thumb master' and bad wine days where we just get drunk and clean puke n get drunk n clean puke. I miss coreen going around and complaining about everything and say things like 'i'm going to complain ready! Ai yer!' ... I miss darren's endless cynical perspective of things and his weird wall posters and bad cooking... I miss angela's... ok.. she laughs at everything.. sigh... I kinda brought all these upon myself.. cos i was the one who wanted to go abroad.. Now i'm talking as if i hadn't got a choice. :( I kept thinking about last month.. how I felt that going melbourne was still soooo long.. it felt more like a relief. Now its sooo near and i hate packing.


I woke up this afternoon and found my rabbit, Gektar, in a very weird position.. She's not swedish even when her name suggests a hint of Ikea furniture.. she's very singaporean.


I had a great Valentines' Day with 2 of my favourite things.. Xinzi and Champagne! :) I had a great date... someone whom i have ZERO romantic feelings for and is willing to be hen-pecked! I had fun making him carry things and criticizing how bad of a date he was. Presenting my date of the night..... 'Tua Tao' (a.k.a Big head in hokkien). It is not because he looks like a shell fish (tua tao is a name of a shellfish in hokkien as well)... its because of his prominently large head or very slender body. Ok.. not the latter. We created this while talking about driving and the principle 'the pedestrian is always right'...











Something utterly bad happened today. I just realized I'm crazy.. While slapping mosquitoes (do you spell it with 'es'?) with my palms I had a thought.


I'm so bored.. almost to tears. My only re-course is pineapple tarts...:(





Someone's flaming on the inside cos I misqouted him and I excluded his left hand and right hand joke. He couldn't sleep... and msg-ed me when he was shitting. That's enough for a payback! Its like when he was shitting he thought 'maybe i should msg denise.. cos.. I'm shitting'...


I had the worse tasting 'liang-teh' in the WORLD. Its like........ ........ I can't even put it in words. Its not just bitter like bitter lemon.. the after taste is also bitter and whenever you swallow your saliva it'll still taste bitter. Its like no matter how the taste will STILL REMAIN THERE. I know, just throw away right.. but we had a deal to finish half half. I thought his reaction was really funny... how he cringes. Its SOOOOO BITTER. Like you can't imagine. I can't believe I just blogged about 'liang-teh' when I don't even know what it is made of... Me: What is it made of? Him: Water... a lot of sugar.. *mumblesmumbles* And we still drank it anyhows.. I had a great time tonight... so far, it's been the best. After almost a week of co-habiting with my little cousins. I think the reason why I don't wanna have kids its because OF THEM. Really, they won't shut-up... and when you ask them to, they just stop for like 10secs. Its madness.. sometimes I get so pissed I just give them 1 word answer then they'll ask EVEN MORE cos there's no details. *nahbey*... I feel bad bitching about them when they read my blog... no la, I'm secretly hoping that they'll read it.. hurhur. I was counting my ang pao money this morning and it turned out to be a lot more than last year... so I was deciding what I should get for myself. Then a ground shattering thought came and burst all my bubbles. In a fews years, I'll be giving away ang paos... That's when I decided to save. I know, what makes me think ANYONE would marry me in the next 5-6 yrs... cos even if I'm not, isn't it a bit strange to accept ang paos?


The future is bleak especially when many people are planning for me. I sometimes lose myself in the whirlwind of events that may or may not come true. Its sometimes fun to imagine.. and I'll wish my future will really be what it seems.. a rosy picture. I can't wait for May where everything will become clear (remb what the tarot card reader said?).


First of all...

:l♥ve:l♥ve:l♥ve
My future picture will be here.. be patient




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No..no.. don't try to assume.. you don't know me.







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