my love.

Wednesday, January 30'♥

Caught 27 Dresses with Jiawan... I didn't want the movie to end because it was filled with a lot of James Marsden smouldering eyes. Also, it was about an urban myth. In reality, no writers would fall for a wedding planner and in the process do and say things that'll make girls melt into pink fluids. Its impossible because 'men don't get it'.... it'll be a bit too harsh if we say 'men won't get it'... Sometimes I wonder, with so much help from everywhere (tv shows, movies, girl pals, gay pals, mothers, books...) how come guys STILL won't get it. I can feel Darren reacting to the previous statement... but when the right guy comes along, the expectations will suddenly plummet... but there're still some ground rules... like 1) Bell Bottom jeans 2) Centre parting hair style 3) Curse 'chee-bye' and 'kani nah' 4) Keeps long fingernails (esp the pinky finger n/or the thumb) 5) A himbo 6) Wears Teva slippers (those w/ velcro straps) 7) Wears Surf shorts almost 24/7 8) Can't kill a roach 9) Cheated on ex girlfriend on another girl/guy 10) Don't know who Andy Warhol is but wears his designs AND... 11) makes you sit through his fave naruto/soccer/gory war films O ya... personal hygiene is important... u wouldn't wanna kiss some girl w/ cavities right.

With Love, 11:05 PM

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I'm going INDO... its like the best place to go... ONLY IF YOU HAVE RELATIVES THERE. If not, it'll be filled with looking at each other and getting bored.

You won't get this reaction there. I laugh like mad whenever i see this pic.. its like so funny! When I'm back... the countdown to that GOD forsaken land (a.k.a melbs) begin. It'll be kinda sad when i leave cos i'll be gone for quite awhile this time. OR maybe I'll just come back if I have nothing better to do there. OR maybe we (friends whom I wanna meet in general) should meet somewhere in between like Bali... so it wouldn't feel distant. Raw n Xinzi were my happy pills tonight... shall let the pictures do the talking...

I tried my very best to not ridicule... but obviously, i failed terribly... XD

Dinner at Mac's with our favourtie Twister fries and curry sauce combo! We're like 'wha, the twisted..twisties...twister fries damn nice!' Remember the Calbee commercial with all the happy chips in barbeque sauce n seaweed? I kept re enacting in my head... hee..the happy potatoes with my curry sauce... yumms.

RAW should quit smoking!

With Love, 2:18 AM

Monday, January 28'♥

Whenever I'm sad, I go to msn images and search for....

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HELLO KITTY!

She's like the cutest thing on earth... have u seen anything this cute?!! XD

With Love, 7:24 PM

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Now I truly understand the saying 'Money cannot buy everything'... Cos money cannot buy the watch I want. :(... Its like almost next to impossible to find a watch I like... SIGH. Plus I have to wait soooooooooooooo long (like 8weeks) before the next shipment comes. By then, I'll be dead from all that waiting. I'M SO SAD LA.

With Love, 6:39 PM

Sunday, January 27'♥

Sometimes I wish I don't have to work.... :( shouldn't have applied anything in the first place. Now I'm dreading work whenever I have to go. Recently (ystd and today), I've been feeling really depressed. I don't know if its work or school's starting really soon. On top of all these, sometimes, I'm deeply disappointed with some friends... i wish I didn't know who they really are. AND that 'not so nice farewell' encounter... cos i kinda wished he didn't screw up anything so i can imagine our whole future together. Ok... HE WAS SO CUTE la.. until he zoomed past me before i could do my Houdini stunts.. damn..

With Love, 11:28 AM

Saturday, January 26'♥

This entry is really going to be about 'wait until i go in first can?'. Why can't guys just wait until their female friends to walk into the house and look seemingly safe before zooming off to somewhere else? Its so infuriating when you just unlock your door and your friend is already 100m away and seem to able to sleep tonight because he assumes you know kung fu? Its like i'm some fatal bacteria he has to get away from so quickly! :( Anyway, according to my dear friend Jasmine this doesn't matter.. cos he's not the ultimate choice because he's not going melbourne. But I STILL don't want to be a bacteria people have to get away THIS QUICKLY. :( On top of that 'not so nice farewell', my friend got fined at the customs because of me. I made her carried too much stuff-s... this calls for double sadness... :( roar....

With Love, 7:49 PM

Monday, January 21'♥

Time flies. My holidays are almost over and soon I have to part my life here and move back to a place i don't know if I like more than I hate. It felt so surreal when I came back... now it feels so real that I know I can't get my way out of it even if I decided to hate it. I think i'll miss the company here most more than anything... When I first arrived there, I wished for my friends' support because it would make all that adapting easier. I really hope u guys will visit me and not just promise me cos it made me shut my trap. :) I hope all these ordeals will make me stronger as a person and not weaker. Because its so easy to wallow in self pity.

With Love, 2:38 AM

Thursday, January 17'♥

This is hard... after a couple finally decide to go their separate ways, its the 'so we're officially over' phase. Where you tell people how your relationship ended. Especially your best girlfriends, usually, all the juiciest details included. When you share your story, it'll usually be the 'bad guy, good guy' kinda story. After an almost fairy tale like story ended and its beginning to sound a lot like the movie 'Thin red line' (the most 'WAR-ly' movie i've ever watched), the love between 2 people will disappear and become some life long feud that can only be solved through grabbing each other's neck (or balls, if you prefer). Your girlfriends will be on 'stand by' mode just in case you need someone to kick his ass when you're too busy crying. Or you'll blogging in CAPS and in RED telling people how assholic he had been (been there done that). The break up behavior is somehow always filled with things that you'll think you'll never do. Tonight, I heard the most dramatic break up behavior from my dearest friend who happens to be the victim. I think his ex girlfriend was close to chopping his head off... she's like the epitome of.... can you think of a fancier name than 'the bad ex'. She even laid a finger (let's just say about 5 fingers?) on him! When he didn't even cheated on her or did something remotely near wrong. PLUS, she checked his handphone and demanded explanations if she sees foreign female names, when they are broken up... and she did the what not-s that you can think of.. its just really hard to believe that there's so many degrees to the break up behavior. No matter how bad a break up was, its still not reasonable for someone to physically hurt someone else... its like you're a brute. Moreover, he didn't do anything wrong... if you start reflecting on yourself for once.

With Love, 3:05 AM

Tuesday, January 15'♥

It was one eventful monday night with fabulous company... we talked about getting slapped twice, dysfunctional ex-relationships, how sucky royce chocolates are, friendster surfing for ex-s and all the good looking people (we have concluded have beauty is really in the eyes of the beholders!) .... plus a bit of cam whoring... It was really fun! I hope we can do it again soon! :)

With Love, 11:34 PM

Wednesday, January 9'♥

I'll start to blog more if Blogger decides to speed up its loading time and make photo uploading a lesser pain in the arse! I know I know, i can simply just shift to another blogosphere altogether but i'll have to get used to everything again... and I am big tech dino. I don't even really know how to change my blogskin!

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Its my first 'off-day' since I started work at 'My Room'... my fave shop at Far east plaza which is always stocked w/ heaps of vintage and marni (current muse) inspired clothes! How can i not go crazy... and this is one of the reasons why i don't wanna leave sg ( of course my frens come first then after all these fave restaurants and shops)! I'm gg to look plain and ugly when i go back melb cos i can no longer buy this kinda clothes. I have to start stocking up w/ my staff discount! I'm going to end this part of my entry abruptly because i don't know what else to add..

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Ok... nothing else.. back to online shopping..

With Love, 2:47 PM

Sunday, January 6'♥

This time i'm going to try my best achieving them! 1) Lose 5 kg (while sitting on my arse.. ) 2) Quit Tim-taming 3) Quit Coke-ing 4) Quit Procrastinating about weight and not doing anything 5) Pick up Hatha Yoga for the 3rd time 6) Stop buying shoes that gives me blister (think this will still be my next year's resolution) 7) Stop the indecisiveness and end up buying things in all colours because of it 8) Learn Photo-shop 9) Wake up in time for school 10) hmm... Go travelling (this is easy) Sigh... i'm gonna print this out and paste it on walls n constantly remind myself when I'm helping myself to the 2nd serving of.... usually cakes! I'm gonna burn lana cake shop's namecard and tear my buffet coupons! HMPH!

With Love, 8:44 PM

Saturday, January 5'♥

Sometimes I wonder if what we had was all fake.. it all seem to be the same as what he is having now. Its like all he has to do is just change the female lead. How unfair is it that he's giving more to this girl? It made me feel like i was easy to him. Its a shitty feeling. Why am I so bad at managing this kinda things! Is there a manual somewhere where I can learn to be wiser?! ***********

Overdue pictures of me and my girl..

I will love her forever.. and forever is an easy word to use on her because she won't break your heart or disappoint you. Since men will die earlier than women... isn't it a safer investment when its just gonna be us old ladies on road trips?

With Love, 1:27 PM