Monday, October 20 ♥
l♥ved, the affairs of the heart..
I always wonder... "what happens to the love when a couple breaks up?" :/ how did love turn into tears, revenge, hatred and anger? Isn't love suppose to be this great thing that make everything dark and gloomy into rainbows and puffy clouds?
This week has been a really turbulent week with all the drama coming in all sorts... I've lost someone dear to me to illness.. and witness a breakup. Seeing someone cry over love always make me lose faith in relationships. You walk in full of hope and walk out empty. After tonight, I seriously think my friend deserves a medal for walking out of the relationship without the thought of dragging a sharp object across her neck. After my last break up, I thought to myself... "how much more can I take?"... before I lose faith in everything that has got to do with dependency.
Today, my friend told me "Sometimes you scare me... u have no emotions"... =.=.
Am I becoming too cynical? Sigh... Or am I waiting for fate to send me someone (hopefully in the shape of Richard Gere) that can turn into a bag of love...?
Meanwhile... I should... do the thing that I should do... study.
... I can't wait for exams to be over...