Friday, February 1 ♥
l♥ved, Enigma
It suddenly dawned on me that most of my friends ( i only have like 5?) are married (like 2?)... This phenomenon is beginning to scare me. Now that they're married, I find myself in a state of 'how can u get married so young?' kind of speechlessness and I never seem to get out of. That explains why I try not to meet up with them or accidentally go to places where they used to go JUST IN CASE. Just in case I have to do the 'so how's married life?' and try not to sound snide.. But STILL... 'HOW CAN U?'
Speaking of getting married prematurely, I sometimes let my imagination run wild and imagine I'm married and pregnant. It's crazy... Because I'll spend every single dollar on cute lil outfits so my baby will look too cute for me to strangle them to death when they cry non-stop. Can u imagine me changing diapers? .... .... .... .... I can't. I can only imagine myself trying to decide which diaper brand I should get when there's like... a few millions that tell u they won't leak and can take a million cups of blue liquid.
ANYWAY... I don't really know how to continue. Except when the baby grows up, it'll spend as much money as I do now which puts the whole idea off.. because I simply don't like to share.. :/