When its all still new, our judgement gets... misjudged. Its either we're in denial because.. we simply can't believe that Karma threw us a shot with something that great. That even its too hot, we'll still catch it with our bare hands. Understand? Its like buying a pretty pair of shoes for halve price and there's a tiny defect on the heel. You'll still get it because its already cheaper! ok, at least me. But after wearing it for like 1x, its so uncomfortable u'll start to regret. And find reasons to not wear it all the time. In the end, its a lousy investment. I'm in this situation now... but my shoes have feelings. I can't just NOT WEAR it and not expect to give an explaination later.


I think i should be in the cast of 'I'm not Stupid' ... if they have a part 3 coming out! I suck at MATH.. and i hate them to the cooore... make me the female version of Terry leh! Attract some young male adolescents to the show by dressing me up in uniform with super short skirt (stupid always = ah lian).. Can i go out with the cute guy from em3 in the show plss? I hate math.. i don't know why and i suck at it like.... like... hw u suck ur lollies. I remember skipping the map reading section for geography paper in O lvls because it has numbers somewhere. I just can't and will never understand why adding funny looking greek symbols to the already complicated numbers n fractions n percentages n.... what nots. Its like my 3rd time taking stats and i still have no idea... there's this guy in ngee ann, he took stats 4 times eh... i think we would be perfect in the movie. Because we dont have to pretend not to know numbers... we really don't.

We had a house meeting today. Naturally, Mr. Scrimp n Save or Mr. Used my cup was invited to join because mainly, it was about him.

Hsemate: We are all moving out so we're bring our things along with us

Him: Everything?

Hsemate: Yes, so u gotta spend some money buying some cutleries, plates and things to cook with

i was laughing in the inside.. he only has 1 spoon, 2 plates n a plastic container.. o ya, don't foget, the glass i gave him! I don't understand this... isn't it weird to use things that don't belong to u? Especially things like spoons, u knw, things that u put into ur mouth that comes out with ur saliva in it? ugh...

Anyway, looks like he's really gotta spend those money soon if not when the time comes... he'll have to use his mega big spoon (i suppose its a ladle and a spoon ) ... and just keep using that for everything..

I don't understand this...





We had this conversation days ago... Vege: You always read all these stuff but you never wear anything fancy like that... Me: *panics and think of an excuse* Because its winter! My senses only kick in when its warm.. Vege: *i'm not sure if i'm convinced look* ok... I guess its partially cos of winter cos whatever nice stuff u were underneath won't be exposed sometimes even in indoors. Because its just too cold and its a chore to take it off and put it on again when u step out. Also, u gotta carry it in your arms and its so bulky and it'll hit things.. all in all, it will simply destroy your whole 'look'. Then when you don't exercise your senses for like 2 mths, u get lazy and start wearing things that just covers u. Ok, at least a bit of colour co-ordination. In fact, i don't think i got those senses at all... what i do is COPY. I copy from Nicole Richie, Victoria Beckham, Sienna Miller and Kate Moss. I will most definitely leave out the Christian Loboutin heels and the Hermes birkins. Because if i can afford it, I would be hiring a stylist! I am not ashamed of it! Because, who doesn't? Ok... maybe a handful of you will protest but seriously, wouldn't life be a lot easier if u just copy instead of convincing those who give u incredulous looks on the streets that that is called sense of style? Or just Boldness? I once thought i have sense of style..then i saw what i wore today being worn by Nicole Richie.. then i had to be true to myself already.


This entry is for u in case u visit this blog for the sixth time... :) In a day of nothing... Interesting to do but eating and studying, my mind begin to wander to places that are more interesting. Like... what am i going to do after exams. When i started to think of things that i'll do.... i know in the end it'll boil down to this... SLEEPING 2940685930780 hrs. Yes... i wanna slp n wake up then slp again like no tmr. Then go shopping n eat... like a lot of food until i have nightmares. Remember i used to have those nightmares about nothing to do and i was have that dream after exams. I guess now, i really need to be in that situation.. cos OZ is making me v slack. I really don't feel like doing anything. Like i just wanna slaaaaaaaaaaaaack. Its my new cardio (heh). I've been getting to knw the vege better these days... and meanwhile, many people kept asking 'why would someone give up alllllll the wonderful meat?!?!?!?!'. I think its hard to explain. Like religion, u can't just ask someone why they wanna go heaven so much and what makes them think that eternity is so damn great. But at least i know that if u're a vege, u'll have a nicer waist and..... no constipation? Anyhow... I can't continue... i haven't been doing anything much.. or discovered anything ground shattering. I keep thinking of heels... i really want to get a pair of reallly nice black heels that goes with anything and make an outfit look like a million bucks (not literally la)... Hmm....





My vege does the following for me... 1) Breakfast... 2) Dishes... 3) Back rub... 4) Foot rub... 5) Dinner 6) Dishes 7) Talk to me till i sleep... (ok, u can not count this as a chore cos its not really a chore talk to me.) Do u want to get a vege too? XD.... he's my broccoli.


I'm sian-ed out of my head! Urg... i just wanna go out and shop and try on all the pretty clothes (my consolation ever since I arrive OZ) and buy them! When in sg, studying was so fun at Ngee Ann library or Nus library.. then go home can slp and talk rubbish to my younger brother.. but over here, everyone i talk to seem to only have these 2 sentences... they are 'study until where ready?' or 'aiya, must go home and study already'... wherever i go, i just can't runaway from that word. I hope everything will blow over asap.. cos i can't wait to live the 'nothing to do everyday ' lifestyle.. i kinda like that. Just laaazeeee.... and kill ur braincells by deciding on what to do or where to go. Seriously, they are harder to decide on than whether u shld buy a new top or not. Just compare the amount of time u spent deciding where to eat to the amount of time spent on deciding whether to buy something or not.... SERIOUSLY. Talking about things that are hard to decide (as if its a life and death matter)... i think everyone now is indecisive. Its crazy hw indecisive we can get.... remember hw long it was the last time u guys decide on where or what to eat... remember the time we spent on deciding what to wear for school? Remember the time we spent on deciding if u shld take the cab (and waste $) or that the stupid bus in heels? or.... simply, where to go for supper. Life is soo short and we spent our time like this.... do u think u're going heaven and have eternal life to decide again?! We shld just be decisive! And save time... but then again, need so much time for what? When we are free, all we do is slack and chat.. it makes making the decision sound like time better spent than just pure slacking. O.. what the heck, i can't even decide which is more fruitful!


My hsemate is a prototype of the 'i simply assume' kind of boy (t-shirt w/ sport shoes and walking around with the ear piece in his ears?). I don't understand... SERIOUSLY, i think all parents should feel responsible for this. They should teach their kids 'ASK WHEN IN DOUBT' and not just assume. Anyhow, he simply assumed that the glass in the kitchen is provided by the school and he used it to brush his teeth. The glass is like u guessed, MINE and i can't even imagine it being stained with toothpaste. Its like people use it to DRINK water cannnnnnn.... The worst part is when i told him its my glass and i use it to drink water, he was like 'why don't u use the glasses provided by the school?'. Ya.. i simply said 'Have the glass, write ur name on it!' And that, brought a smile to his face. My other hsemates heard our conversation and were like 'WHAT?'... U raise ur eyebrow, i've already raised enough when i saw the glass beside the sink... Like WTF right... grrrrr....

















I am depressed... I am listening to MOS chillout to prevent myself from dragging a sharp object along my neck.. because for once, i am afraid to be a single again. Why didn't anyone warn me about the loneliness and the boredom? Now, no one is obligated to bring me to places that i want to go... and i know all my friends will like 'we'll go together'... but seriously, you guys are busy with all own bf-s and gf-s.. and army. I understand... i'll just... carry on my depression. :)





Exams are coming soon and then i'll be back in sg in like 3 days after that... i'm having mixed feelings about going back. Because the break is soo long, when i go bck, i'll get used to singapore then when its time for me to return to OZ... i'm gonna kick and cry again. Sigh..

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denise.lee
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No..no.. don't try to assume.. you don't know me.







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