Monday, September 24 ♥
l♥ved, they try to make me go to rehab...
I'm addicted to Amy Winehouse... as much as i hate the way she covers her body.. i like her songs... go listen to Rehab! :)
Because my hsemates are not around.... I SING SING SING... Saturday, September 22 ♥
l♥ved, peep
The school sent an email to everyone on campus that there's a peeping tom on the loose... I kept my curtains OPEN on wed, thur and fri... I wanna tell him that I'M PEEPING BACK!
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It might be an uneventful spring break. The break lasts a week but we are already out of ideas what to do. Ok, we didn't come out with much either. It was....
Me: We should go city one of these days...
Darren: Ya ok...
The was the end of our planning... then i remember this coming up...
Darren: What other groceries do u need? I might be going bayside this Sunday...
Me: I'll go with u. I have nth to do anyway...
OMG.. i can't believe this. We're boring freaks.
Me: Huh... this spring break is boring la...
Darren: *silence* *but i think he wanted to agree but that would be dignifying everything
Me: Do tutorials lor...
Darren: Thats ur source of entertainment?!!!!!!
That would have to be if we are only going out for 3 days....! *growls*
That led me to think about another topic we talked about... MY BLOG.
Me: I want my blog to be famous!!!!!
Darren: Yada yada... u would have to go a lot of places and stuff like that so people would read. If not, u can piss everyone off like xiaxue...
Me: huh.. i thought it would just be good enough if i write about all my screw ups in life..
I guess, this blog will just remain... u know, very underground kinda thing.
U can call me an exhibitionist... but i put a lot of effort in my blog k...:)
Thursday, September 20 ♥
l♥ved, Things I'm missing out
If i hadn't decide to come Monash to study... i would be working at some swanky office with the most creative people in the world. Its so unfair! When i was in sg, all the jobs are so shitty but when i'm here all my job matches are near my dream job! I got matches for The Advertisers can!!!!!! Roar.... and part of the training is fashion co-ordination! *sobs loudly*... if only i hadn't come and stayed jobless for this long, i might be an advertiser for some swanky fashion label.. or even sg fashion week or mercedes fashion week (they're actually the same, i just want to make everything sound more serious)...! I'll be taking pictures with celebrities and discussing who's a real pain in the arse with my petals! Hmph..!
Am i really not meant to have great opportunities in life? :( I hope at least i end up with a good enough man and a good enough house and a good enough car and a very good wardrobe...
Well... i'm already in Australia so don't console me about all that which i'm not meant to have... grrr
There's this huge party happening this Sat in the city. I have zero idea what to wear but all i know is i wanna look really good. Its like for the longest time since i felt good about myself. Like u knw, on certain days u feel that u look pretty (i guess my readers are generally female) and feel good in whatever u wear! So naturally, that day will consist of good hair, good skin, small tummy and everything else ( its already a miracle when my tummy shrinks!)! But nowadays, i just feel so crappy.. so lack of slp.. and i'm lack of everything else.. including confidence. I feel so deflated i actually wanted to skip the party. Ok.. i skip a lot of parties in sg all the time too.. but this is different. How different i still don't know..
This entry is not driving anywhere.. i shld just stop and do smthg.. like brainstorming what outfits to wear...
Wednesday, September 19 ♥
l♥ved, playing politics...
Australia is having this prime minister election thing coming up and its causing a lot of rave... Unlike what i've learnt about politics in sex and the city, it requires many other qualities besides having the looks or who wears the labels better.
I received this little card thing a few days ago when i was collecting the mail... 
If u guys can read it, pls try to!
Its like John Howard is nothing but a piece of crap and the government paid him to do nothing but pledge against the war on terror. Well, if u don't think so, Kevin Rudd does...
Kevin thinks that ....
' Australis has suffered from a chronic underinvestment in education from the Howard Government. The time has come to bring about an education revolution...'
One of his REVOLUTION is... a national action plan to boost literacy and numeracy...
I had no reaction. I was like 'Who the hell wrote this crap?'... instead of telling us that u have a plan, wouldn't it be more realistic if we see some budget or some planning of the plan? I felt so unfair because in school we were criticized by tutors for not showing numbers or prove when their politician wrote this. If u rebutt that the card is too small to contain details about the plans.. well i really think that the front paragraph on the chronic-s and the Howard-s should be removed. Its like... HOW MATURE.
Back
' The Howard Government has failed to take action on climate change for 11 year. Mr. Howard just doesn't get it, he is living in the past.'
I think the sentence 'Mr. Howard just doesn't get it, he is living in the past.' is highly redundant.. its like the card is purely to get back on Howard. What happened to all the compassion and integrity qualities we learnt in school? Remember we had to learn all those stuff because it will make us lovable and respectable. I thought integrity and all that compassion to help the community is part of politics?
I felt a bit sad that these 2 men are fighting not to improve the community but for power.. its like ego is written all over the card. No matter hw many cute babies they cuddle in front of the camera or hw many old grannies they hug.. they don't really care.
If u guys can read it, pls try to!
Its like John Howard is nothing but a piece of crap and the government paid him to do nothing but pledge against the war on terror. Well, if u don't think so, Kevin Rudd does...
Kevin thinks that ....
' Australis has suffered from a chronic underinvestment in education from the Howard Government. The time has come to bring about an education revolution...'
One of his REVOLUTION is... a national action plan to boost literacy and numeracy...
I had no reaction. I was like 'Who the hell wrote this crap?'... instead of telling us that u have a plan, wouldn't it be more realistic if we see some budget or some planning of the plan? I felt so unfair because in school we were criticized by tutors for not showing numbers or prove when their politician wrote this. If u rebutt that the card is too small to contain details about the plans.. well i really think that the front paragraph on the chronic-s and the Howard-s should be removed. Its like... HOW MATURE.
Back
Monday, September 17 ♥
l♥ved, its all over
Its all over.. and now i gotta start soon...
What we had were nice.. i'll tell my grandchildren in future what love can bring u and what love can do.
Looking back, it wasn't a waste of time, in fact, it was a time where we dream about the future together. Even though the bump threw us off the road, i still think it was meant to be the way it is.
I hope you find her and i can find him and we be happy
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It was the sane-est break up i ever had.
I did not break down cos i would despise myself.. but when i finally did, it felt alright.
Monday, September 10 ♥
l♥ved, Gimme more
Nothing much happened actually.. assignments are all about to be due at the same week and the sian-ness is beginning to seep in. Ugh...
I just can't bring myself to lift my fingers and eyelids and head to start typing a report all over again. Its like.. hw many reports do we have to type in order to graduate?!!
Jeez...
Anyway, Britney made a comeback at the VMA's with her new single 'gimme more'... its quite cute.. its like 'gimme gimme more gimme mooore... gimme gimme more gimme mooore..' then after a lot of mumbling and dance its 'i just want moooore'.... so the bottomline is.. she wants more.. give her. There's no candyman involved or umbrella-s.. this is the revolution of pop culture. They all become... weird because they run out of ideas and have to put in strange items or objects of fascination nobody heard of or even imagined.
Nothing beats... everybody is gonna love today! love today..
Thursday, September 6 ♥
l♥ved, m.i.k.a is my pavarotti
Suck it too hard on a lollipop and love's gonna get you down!
Say LOVE! Say LOVE...
Oh.. Love's gonna get you down!
I love mika... i hope they don't get cancer!
Sunday, September 2 ♥
l♥ved, a few recent pictures
I got bored... so i took some pics!
Play Twins!
Eureka!!
I look like a Whale!
I have huge eyes....!!
I look like this cos.. a truck ran over my face...
And after running me over.. the truck reversed...
SO this is hw i look... then i inflated myself again....
I'm fine. Thank You! :)
I look like a Whale!
I have huge eyes....!!
I look like this cos.. a truck ran over my face...
And after running me over.. the truck reversed...
SO this is hw i look... then i inflated myself again....
I'm fine. Thank You! :)
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l♥ved, Project 'Please like me'
I'm on a project to make this girl who stays on campus to LIKE ME.. Not in the lesbian way u humsup! She doesn't really like me and i have no idea what the reason is! Its like... we just met and i don't think i've stepped on her tail before.. and seriously! Can anybody Hate me?
Ok... maybe.. some people might hate me. I remember a girl in pri 6 hated me with vigor!... i bet if she had the opportunity to kill me.. she would've..and not in a nice way.
I've been nothing but polite to her! and i don't think i deserve all the 'look' and cold remarks.. sometimes, even snide remarks. SO...
WHY DOES SHE HATE ME?!!!
I don't know what got into her today... she actually asked me out. She suggested that we go factory outlet to shop. I thought i was still asleep when i read the msg. I wasn't exhilarated, i was shocked and felt a bit sad for. Cos, can u imagine asking someone whom u dislike so much to go shopping with u? She must've been very desperate (i'm nt saying this in a bad way), so i just said yes and met her with my girlfriend (darren).
I thought she stopped hating me... then when we were on the road she started attacking (with words) me again.. so i thought she just hated me less but she hasn't liked me yet.
Still, i was nice to her... because we'll still be in the same school until we graduate and already there's so little singaporeans, i don't want to lose a friend when i already don't have that many to start off with. Meanwhile, i'll just have to figure out WHY she hates me when we don't even know each other very well. She likes darren though... and i can't believe that darren is more lovable than me.. cos frankly, i think i'm more lovable!! :)