Its not your fault. In fact its not anybody but HIS!
He called me at like 2.30am this morning saying this.... btw, he is the asshole in the conversation.
Asshole: Can i come over now?
Me: *Feign sleepiness* no.. i'm sleeping.. what is it?
Asshole: I can't sleep... can we talk?
Me: you can go count sheeps... we can talk for awhile on the phone..
Asshole: I think we've been awkward around each other since monday.
Me: Yea.. i felt that too. Why ar?
Asshole: *mumbles mumbles* I really like you...
Me: I don't have feelings for you (this is like the 3rd time he tells me and i tell him that)
but we can be friends..
Asshole: *mumbles mumbles* u've never liked me before?
Me: well... er.. er.. (wouldn't it be too harsh if i jumped the gun and went straight to the point?) U can find someone better than me...
Asshole: you had never given me any sense of security so it was really hard for me to really put my heart into like you..
Me: yea i know (DUH~ because i never liked you!!!!!!!!!) But that's because i really don't have feelings for you...
And he kept going on n on n on for like 45mins about forgetting me. Its like... please lor, we just met and u probably only like me for a few days can don't act as if u were in love with for like the longest time!!!
Then when we finally hung up and i went to slp for like about 1 hr... then the phone rang again..
Asshole: I really miss u.. can i come over?
Me: *pissed off* i'm really tired. No u can't come!
Asshole: You are really cruel you know that?
Me: *silence... i don't even know what to say anymore... another 'i never liked you' might push him over the edge* I am really tired.. BYE
How ass-hol-ic can this guy get? Its like.... so its all my fault that you like and its all my fault you can't sleep and i have to be weird around BECAUSE U BLOODY HELL LIKED ME AND I DONT... he's like 24 and he has the maturity of... 12! I'm still angry cos i don't think i deserve to be called 'cruel' when i was just being a normal diurnal! I hate him... to the core... and i'm gonna take revenge by appearing in front of him all the time.
ROAR!!!!!!