Thursday, September 20 ♥
l♥ved, Things I'm missing out
If i hadn't decide to come Monash to study... i would be working at some swanky office with the most creative people in the world. Its so unfair! When i was in sg, all the jobs are so shitty but when i'm here all my job matches are near my dream job! I got matches for The Advertisers can!!!!!! Roar.... and part of the training is fashion co-ordination! *sobs loudly*... if only i hadn't come and stayed jobless for this long, i might be an advertiser for some swanky fashion label.. or even sg fashion week or mercedes fashion week (they're actually the same, i just want to make everything sound more serious)...! I'll be taking pictures with celebrities and discussing who's a real pain in the arse with my petals! Hmph..!
Am i really not meant to have great opportunities in life? :( I hope at least i end up with a good enough man and a good enough house and a good enough car and a very good wardrobe...
Well... i'm already in Australia so don't console me about all that which i'm not meant to have... grrr
There's this huge party happening this Sat in the city. I have zero idea what to wear but all i know is i wanna look really good. Its like for the longest time since i felt good about myself. Like u knw, on certain days u feel that u look pretty (i guess my readers are generally female) and feel good in whatever u wear! So naturally, that day will consist of good hair, good skin, small tummy and everything else ( its already a miracle when my tummy shrinks!)! But nowadays, i just feel so crappy.. so lack of slp.. and i'm lack of everything else.. including confidence. I feel so deflated i actually wanted to skip the party. Ok.. i skip a lot of parties in sg all the time too.. but this is different. How different i still don't know..
This entry is not driving anywhere.. i shld just stop and do smthg.. like brainstorming what outfits to wear...