Sunday, August 26 ♥
l♥ved, in black...
I felt the sudden urge to blog after drowning myself with law.. (hate hate hate law!)
Before studying, i was on the phone with evan. When we were about to hang up, i had a sour feeling.. because it was good-bye. But this kind of feeling never came when i was in singapore. Have i learnt hw painful it was to say goodbye that i've learnt how to cherish? Is this the 'experience' many people have said that i'll gain when i'm far away from home?
I'm not emo-ing or anything about it... so don't worry. I just think that that might be the reason i don't want to call home. Or be reminded of where i am... i just want to be oblivious, so it won't be too hard to say goodbye to either sides where my relationships with people are/will be established.
Its so weird, I am me.. but i don't understand my actions.. then who is having a say on my actions?