Monday, June 4 ♥
l♥ved, murky water
I've been really confused lately with a lot of things.
Whenever i think of leaving Singapore, i thought, why don't i just get a simple job and bloody stay here? It'll solve a lot of issues that may arise in future.
Becoming a working adult will seriously be a big turn in destiny. After a pretty long stint at work. I often wonder, if i will grow up as quickly as those who already got a serious job w/ their still yet to be printed out diploma?
Its shocking to c how some of my fellow schoolmates grew... its as if they don't do 'slacking' anymore. If i have chosen to take ACCA or something like that part time, will i become one of them?
Its quite interesting to imagine myself wearing G2000 everyday... but the morning train n smelly morning breath still puts me off... really...
When i was in sec sch, i remembered i had this 'THING' about older guys. It was really quite a big THING. They all possess this strange allure... as if their age make them a better lover. On the contrary, aging makes them a better selfish, i think. Its like they just know everything and when u talk to them, its as if they bring u to this other world where everything is so mature and i kinda liked... cos its a no non-sense world.
But falling hard means falling hard.. it hurt-ed like mad.
Please do not worry abt me getting a sugar daddy... i don't need anybody THAT old.