My past, present.. and almost future came to me all at once. I was looking through my old letters, b'dae cards and notes.. (i even have a couple of memo-s from my friends!). I froze when i saw the card from this guy which i had a heart wrenching crush in sec 3. He was 3 years older than i was. We always thought we could make it cos of our chemistry (which was RARE when i was in sec 3, now i know it can be faked). But we were just...NEVER there. There were pictures in the the card.. it really brought back that pinch in the heart. He was so cute. Plus, his bod was... so toned. Besides my pallid skin, we looked so good together. My present was when i looked through pictures Evan and i took when we have TV days at his house playing with his camera. I miss those days when we have all the time in the world. We'll improvise our instant noodles with weird canned food and overnight food. Watch Gastineu Girls... forever(its always repeated). Keep planning to go down to swim but somehow, the rain always comes when we decide to go down. And whenever i scold him too much, he'll go to his corner beside the curtains until i do smthg... like threaten to put a cup of water beside his turn-tables or smthg. I want to be able to live with a man like him. Someone i can talk to about my day. Someone i can procrastinate to like no tomorrow. Someone who doesn't think that my problems are trivial. I want to be happy everyday. Life is so crazy.
Hello Stranger
My future picture will be here.. be patient
Excuse me...
denise.lee
Old enough.. wise enough..
No..no.. don't try to assume.. you don't know me.