I feel depressed! Pfft...I was talking to the *boy a while ago and it wasn't good..I feel this confusion in me.. i dont know where it came from. I've stopped missing as much nowadays but problems are surfacing. Things like i realise he doesn't LISTEN to me..and of course he said he is. Also, things like ME being too agressive and of course i said i wasn't. Many many more.. I just wonder.. maybe we don't love each other anymore. Maybe we're not as indespensible anymore. Its weird how human can change so fast. For a moment u feel like u have too much love gushing out of your ears and nose. Then another, u want to withdraw everything and just walk away because everything was a mistake. Then finally, u clear your mind to think if it really was.. then it comes the judgement. As for me, i'm still at the withdrawn stage. I just don't know why everything became T H I S.. which is.. er.. ???I know i've been walking arnd thinking of 'WE..WE..WE' (as in the boy and i lar!) and at the back of my mind i wonder if he just thinks that its just ' u and i'. And if he really does, then i'll feel really betrayed. But then again, its not his fault because i deluded myself into thinking 'WE..WE..WE' and for him as well. So i guess.. i shld've loved him less and just go arnd thinking 'u and i' and not 'WE..WE..WE..' You understand or not?On a lighter note, he's coming out tmr... at least i'll know if the 'WE..WE..WE..' is mutual or not. I'm bored. Pfft!!
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denise.lee
Old enough.. wise enough..
No..no.. don't try to assume.. you don't know me.