Sunday, March 12 ♥
l♥ved,
Argh... life is so sucky now. I just read my friend's blog, she was talking about how God puts you in this sticky situation and u're suppose to learn to adapt to it and become stronger ultimately before you curse and swear at him (which is what we usually do.)... but i think differently. Because there's soooooo many sticky situations in the world which cannot make you stronger or whatever qualities that requires nurturing whether you swear or not swear... Such as this.
It might sound really trivial but its been bugging me the WHOLE day!
WE (frens n i) have been planning to go HK for many months. From march we postponed it to april cos we didn't have enough time to save and yada yada...
Then here comes the hols, i'm trying to earn lots of money so that i can spend like mad over there... in the midst of that, there were lots of probs such as increment of hotel rates in april but i did not curse or swear but tried harder to get a job (suggest how that made me stronger?) then.... THIS. My dearest boy in the world who has a HK fren who says that April is the worst time to go cos its WET.
I nearly wanted to book the next flight out and go on my own.
Seriously, and that HK fren said that Feb is the best time to go... like LAST MONTH.
The whole part of me realllllllyyyyy want to go...because for a very long time, I WANT TO GO ALREADY. The shitty part is i might not be able to go because its going to RAIN...and the rest wouldn't want to go.
i feel shitty...
i don't want to go bangkok or malaysia anymore.
Suggest how i can adapt? or learn to be stronger? the only thing i've learnt is i should've gone there earlier and go on credit from my mum.
I asked my bro and he said...
maybe i should just ADAPT to just stay in singapore and not go anywhere, that way can make me stronger physically cos i won't get any sort of flu.
I really wanted to strangle him.
In conclusion, nothing can make me feel better unless i win a free ticket out to Paris or somewhere better than HK. *sulks*