i feel so sick... n its only wed.. friday hurry come come..... I've been feeling quesy allllll morning... gahs...:\

someone said she hates emprio armani... i think its because she can't afford it... cos she keeps wearing her old (not vintage) jeans...

I suddenly feel sad abt leaving.. though i've been looking forward to this friday since... the first monday blues (just 3 wks ago)i've experienced in my whole 18 years of pathetic existence on mother earth... i actually hate working. Perhaps its what i did here that make me like this. Try filing for like 6 days?... argh.. on the 3rd.. u'll prolly start talking to ur hole-puncher (i did that larrr... not out loud.. just in my heart/brains).. n on the 5th it became my best friend. gahs... :The few things that motivate me to come work for the past few weeks was... these few people who i really want to thank... firstly... this man who was suppose to be really scary but he turned out to be really nice n all... n a wee bit funny is my boss, (not revealing his name) the good-looking asian version of George Clooney.. though he din do anything REALLY nice.. but just being there for me to see is good enuf (save money from buying Men's folio) Secondly... is this colleague of mine.. who is reaaaaalllllllyyyy FUNNY... i'll still crack up IN THE NITE whenever i think of what he said during LUNCH... can u imagine how funny he is...*hiccups*<--- frm the laughing... Thirdly... its this laptop... i really loooooovvvveee it to bits... i really want to steal u home (i really thought of buying 'U' at first but... u noe.. i cant afford 'U') but of course... i cant... fourthly... i'll like to thank my very cute fellow intern who can be really funny at times... she's MAGGIE.. ha... she's damn nice... i reallllllyyyy like ya... Lastly... this man who is always there to help me when my com screws (rather often) up!... he's real nice n realiable... n lives up to the slogan 'just call my name..... n i'll be there' <---- its some ad's jingle on tv grillion yrs ago... Finally... though i hate this place for quite a awhile... n still dislike this place a weee bit... but there're nice ppl here... real nice /good-looking that make me feel slightly better esp on Mondays or days which i have to forgo clubbing cos i gotta work.. :) Though they don't read my blog... but i feel better telling those who read my blog abt it... SOMEONE STOLE MY POCKY FROM THE PANTRY...!!!!! i still hate this place...

*coughs* this is the second time i'm sick in just 5 weeks of working!!! Friends who really know me shld know that i'm quite a hardy n rarely fall sick... this goes to show how bad working is for ur health! *indignant look* i fell rather ill the day before (sore-est throat...headache n shivering 1/4 of the time!)... n i concluded that i don't like feeling sick! I like the healthy me! :) I know of a few girls who likes to fall sick so that all the guys will pity them n in turn protect them (ok... such girls are only in my dreams...gahs...)! *Still coughing*... i had a lil fever in the morning yesterday n downed 2 panadols.. then my fever was gone... then i had a concern. I am sort of no longer sick! shit! but i needed to get an mc... but what am i gonna tell the doc?!! *what i rehearsed while waiting for my queue number* 'hi. i was sick. So i din go work.. can i get an MC?' <--- CANT! If the doc is female she'll think 'You WERE not sick..perhaps last month! You're jus a lazy girl with a pretty face! And i can see baby powder on ya face! Not gonna give u MC!' She'll pout. And if its a guy he'll prolly think 'What're you WEARING (big t-shirt n not so short shorts)?... ? not sexy! so no MC!' he'll give out a 'too bad for myself' sigh. SO i have to think of smthg else! ' hi. I had a fever in the morning. But i'm still sick now though my temp n blood pressure shld be super normal.' i'll say with a smile. If the doc is a female she'll think 'don't act cute with me ya bitch! You think u're a doc?!know so much abt ur blood pressure! so smart.. don't come see doc laaarr' she'll give out the... hmmss... 'u bitch' look. If the doc is a guy...'So cute.. u shld be wearing something to match your cuteness like smthg tiny n small --->cute. Too bad you're not! So no MC!!' HOWEVER, when i enter... the doc was a male n a very righteous one.. he KNEW i was sick cos i still sound diff... but ya.. he gave me an mc... wad a nice doc! BTW... all docs pls don't sue me for my distorted image of docs. Its jus..... my WILD-ER imagination! :p

*yawns*.... i'm so tired... i'm sick... n weak... n sleepy... can things can get any worse??.. :\... i cant think of anything interesting to blog about.. i got this weird thing going on in my head... this morning i saw someone really familiar.. it was the 'friend's friend thing'...then i got this idea... its FATE. As cliche as it sounds... i think this thing (fate) is utterly perplexing. How does it work? is it pre-destinied? or in our hands (like what sturborn ppl say all the time...)?... As unpredictable as the 173 bus outside my hse (well..that's perhaps i'm not 'fated' to take that bus), how can we ever know what's going to happen next? Strangely, everyone blames it on FATE. Poor word... but who/what else can we blame on? Vice versa, when smthg good befalls on u... u thank FATE. So what exactly is it? Are you FATED to take the same bus with all those ppl who were on the same bus as u? Are you FATED to see those ppl u saw in the streets today? Though now it sounds like an everyday thing to expect but what made those ppl come out and take the same bus as you. Don't you think its so ...... magical? Its beautifully weird... until something bad (like bumping into ur ex whose gf is hotter than you) happens... then its not exactly beautiful anymore.. Sometimes i wonder... ****************************************************************************************************************************** Sigh... though i have my fave colleague bitching n crapping with my everyday... i'm still bored of work... jeeeeeezzz.... Can't wait to go KL!!.. i'm gonna play all sort of sheeeeet.... can't wait... though the attendence is a wee bit pathetic (4 of us only)... BUT we'll still have lottsssssss of fun together!!n for those who didn't wanna go with us.... too bad then...;) I think my dad is going to kill me when he gets back... i asked him if he could get my a facial cleanser at the airport (5% cheaper) he said he'll try... but he doesn't know the price... ($69.90-5%= still very ex) n he cannot don't buy cos i said its like sooo much CHEAPER in there... ha... i think i'll get screwed... :\ on the brighter side, i told him its VERY BIG n can use for many many (like 5) mths!! *beams* I'm bored....

i'm bored at work...so i blog. I had this thought during lunch.. it made my stomach flip several times while i was having fish soup bee hoon. This ground shattering thought that nearly made me want to laugh n cry. 'What have i been doing?' I reflected... n concluded that i'm not really happy with my life. Its a mess... and i don't know where to start from. Its such a HUGE mess that i'm stuck. Because its not up to me to fix... its some jack-ass's fault! And when i think of it... i just feel like running into him.... with a TRUCK!... *not the sissy kinds you see in singapore its the MONSTROUS KRISPY KREME kind in US ******************* I'm starting on my final report right now... so i can go KL... in peaceee... a long awited hols that i think i deserve... :) cos work has been stressful (try figuring out what to do everyday n not getting caught reading blogs!).. i think i deserve a break. Though its only KL, with erica n co. things will ROCK! i hope... so don't disappoint me by flying my aeroplane ar...i'll prolly.. cry myself to death or smthg... ha... :| What can i do in KL....? hmms... readers can intro me some places to go? :D ******************* Bahs.... i'm sooo bored... n i have a throbbing headache... gosh.... mondays are... always sooo dreadful...

hum hum dee dee dum... i'm home! n my dad is smiling ear to ear cos its been toooo long since i've been home on a wkend... been clubbing 2 nites straight n i'm DYING.. my WHOLE body aches like crazy... :\ n i'm kinda bored of it.. its all the dj-s fault.. cos they keep playing house music!.. its like the 'crazy frog' kind n not the German techno kind... song after song i was like 'WTF?' i don't even know how to move...... :\ Strangely... i feel i'm alive again... after my break-up or rather during the time when i already know i was about to break-up, i felt so dead like dead man walking( i practically hide from the sun..can u imagine?) ... but after the previous nite.. i feel DIFFERENT! i feel like i'm back to who i was loooonnnngg time ago..! n i like myself better now... *beams*

ha... i better start blogging now before this com goes berzerk again... i'm happy today! cos i get to use this laptop which looks exactly the same as Carrie Bradshaw's... tee hee hee... using it to blog almost make me feel i'm denise bradshaw (JOKING) tee hee hee *giggles* I think i'm rather lucky n not so lucky last nite n this morning... LAST NITE... i was having dinner with Evan when my mum called n said this "WHAT DID YOU SPEND ON? IT SHOWS $4000 IN THE STATEMENT!!!!!!!!" Mama roared. I was totally flushed... as in seriously... she wanted me home immediately after she roared that (look up). So i hurried on home... n was worrying allllll the way... cos if she tells my dad, i might be chopped into piecies and dumped into kallang river or orchard mrt... or kicked out of the hse with only $20 (wad i had in my wallet at that time)..or grounded... or... spanked till my cheeks doubles or triples or quadraples.. its size... Evan was trying REALLY HARD (SERIOUSLY!) to make me feel better... though it didn't work (cos its $4000!! how can i not worry?!!!) but he was really sweet though... it might have made me smile if i only spent $40...bahs... thanks a grillllllliiiiiooooon evan.. for last nite...*hugs very tightly* Anyway, i didn't get any punishment.. all i got was a lil lecture n i have to save bck the amt i had initially... yups... so 'heng' (lucky in hokkien) rite?... :) THIS MORNING..i jus came n my com screwed up... it jus refused to turn itself on... n the LCD had smthg wrong with it.. i cant read anything frm it... so i was given this Carrie Bradshaw com... which i much prefer! :) though it goes berzerk sometimes... but its still soo pretty to look at...tee hee hee *girlish giggle*

i cant take it anymore.,, I MUST BLOG THIS...there's this lady working here who wears SUUUUUUPPPPER TIGHT pants to work... its so tight till i can see the g-string lines ( when they're suppose to be invisible beneath ur pants)!!!!!!!! *lets out a breath* now i feel better... *wipes forehead*

i think i'm a free gift junkie... cos i collected like 4 free gifts today... i'm sucha gian-zer ( a hokkien VOCAB.)...:|

Now... while EVERYONE is upstairs... i can blog in peace. If not, the whole world can see what i'm typing here cos i have 2 monitors! so... they'll know... that i'm blogging abt them! *whispers* ha.... I just found out i gotta work... on SAT N SUN! sigh... Chances of coming bck here to work for IAP are getting.. slim to anorexic!... everyone is sooo fake! in my dept there's already a classic 'puss in boots'(bootlicker) (i don't really know the title..its smthg to do with cats n boots)... she licks so well still they SHINE!... n there's this weird girl whom i can't seem to establish relationship with cos she seems to forget everything in a FLASH. So she'll jus forget about how well we clicked jus know.. in like 4-5 mins of not talking to each other?! everyone is weird here. Even some ppl whom i nvr talk to before... they stare at me like... i'm... ET or smthg. Do YOU want to work HERE? fug all of 'em.

i have to blog smthg for my dear fren Evan (i took 3 secs to recall his name... i'm really getting old..er) cos he's bored... i'm bored too.. shit.. I had at sushi tei... met ivan... n forgot to bring my invincible lozenges (only $5 at pharmacies) for him.. sorry ivan... it was great... the food was good ( got my fave sashimi salad n mentai.. yumms) n the company (evan) was great... so i had a good lunch *fatsmile*...

I had.... veeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyy bad lunch.. the WORST in my life! though i've only lived for 18 years... but sure;y... a bowl of noodles with 3 pieces of BOILED chicken n cold tomatoEs (that's hw they spelt it in their menu!) sounds bad already right... i only had 3 pieces of chicken (yes i know i said that... but it was this size ---> <---that was the biggest piece!) not enough for a carnivore like me! it wouldn't be enough for an omnivore as well... and we had to wait like 30 mins for our food! that was that... my lunch.

Men... just in general... Went out with this guy yesterday n he told me how his friends assess girls... by asking if she prefers roxy to billabong or op... Roxy will be the cream of the crowd... billabong will be the okay ones... n op will be those neighbourhood kind... Though it sounds a lil cliche... but... its a lil weeny bit .... erm... true? But... We girls to have weird ways of assessing men too... right?... all in all... we're quits... because we think of such ludicrous ways of assessing men.. I can't think of any now though... Well... maybe this... men in ZARA are stylish, cool n up to date... they don't mind spending more on clothes.. so they're slightly Metro... men in Armani ... oh-so-sexy... men in giordano... i actually don't know what to day... it'll be... 'just what r u thinking?!' Is it as ludicrous as the roxy billabong thingy?... Anyways... i think men shld be classified according to their fave sport... its quite reliable though... see... Ruggers (rugby players).... they're usually PLAYERS... its true! Because they always think that they're sooo cute (kinda true) girls go ga-ga over them( true... they have the tightest buns in the world!) Soccer...This is tough... they better not be hardcore ones or their eyes will be glued on the tv when there's some premier league going on...n there's NO break for soccer! Basketballers... usually the F-4 kinda guys... long-er hair n they wear those basketball singlet with HUGE armpit openings( i don't know what its called ) n u can see the full bloom of their puberty... Golfer... Daddy's/ Mama's boy... definately... older guys who plays golf... are a.k.a...rather sexy... Its women n men resort to such ways to know more about the other party,,, which means... we actually don't know each other even though we've been roaming the earth... together.. for like... zillion of yeeaaaarrsss...

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