Saturday, May 28 ♥
l♥ved, i looooove him tooooo bits
Fancy blogging on a hot saturday afternoon when i shld be in town shopping with my gal-frens... well she's busy with her bf... n i miss mine! grrr....
I think i really love him to bitsss... he's sooooo cute n yummy!! i jus want to eat his cute face up! not in a gross way of course... in the nibble nibble way!! bahs...what rubbish right.. but its really what i wanna do whenever i see him... in good hair n good mood.. hahaha...i've never felt like this for any guy before.. so ironic right..cos J** is not even cute... wahaha..(in case he reads this.. the 'hahaha' will make him think its a joke..n yes i actually think he's dumb enough..) !...
bahs... i think i'm going nuts..
i wanna go shooooopppppiiiinnnnggg!!! grrr.... i haven't had my spreeee yet!
i'm soo excited abt ivan's hse warming.. i dunno why.. i jus feel v happy n want the time to go to come soon... though i had to cancel my date with him today.. n i really wanted to meet him.. but i can-not not go ivan's place.. cos it'll be ALOT of fuuuun! hahaha...
i realised... i havent gone clubbing since a very long time ago...
Friday, May 27 ♥
l♥ved, i still can't believe..
A list of things i refuse to believe...
......Carrie Underwood is the new American idol... What happened? is america...deaf? or did they press their numbers wrongly? *the 'what?!!!!!' expression* i bet there's a million of her out there... and won't be suprised to see A FEW girls who can sing like her in the next season of A.I... this sucks!
Bo bice is soooo much mooooooore beeeeeeeettttttteeeeeerrrrrr than tt blonde girl with COMMON voice.. Vonzelle is soo much better than her... even her name is cooler than carrie's!! grrrr....
......My friend did not invite me to his wedding...in dec last yr... ME! he actually forgot...
......I'm broke n need to start saving. That's why i'm still broke cos i refuse to believe it.
......School started...which explains why i haven't been doing my tutorials n watching tv non-stop...
......i have enough clothes... i don't think any girl will believe this... so they can keep buyin...
......i finished sexnthecity... so i can keep watching it again n again... how can u live w/o them! their life is sooo... filled with fabulous things which i won't have till i'm 30...
.....lastly, i can't believe that i knocked out after 3 drinks...still not believing it!!
Tuesday, May 24 ♥
l♥ved, failed
As i've expected my tuition kid failed EVERYTHING. Note: if u have read the previous entries u would've figured that he'll fail too..Why? because he can't study himself n need someone to push him... that someone is me(the under-paid tuition teacher) but his parents are bringing him all over the world (TRUE! and they don't have money to pay me!) all the days when he needs tuition to avoid paying/seeing me at all... like i'm some indian dirt from hell. then again.. why don't they just fire me if they don't like me at all? My guess would be because they changed 3 tuition teachers last year..pretty much explains everything...
I've tried my very best..not to slap him at times because he's really the worst indian student from hell (the only indians i've seen are those who went R.I or the scholars in SAJC..yes Gerricka was her name...)!!! And his parents are like out there helping him...to fail. Sadly..true. Is ruining ur child's future counted as child abuse? well...it should! They'll grow up and blame their own parents!
I'm not sure if i'm going to teach him still though... cos his parents are no co-operating with me.. i can't do anything if his parents decide to bring him all around penang or some ku ku island nearby again...n they always go when he needs tuition. Purposely or what?
I'm still pissed at them.
Realise i didn't blog about my birthday? cos there's nth much la... n too bad u didn't come (there wasn't exactly a rocking party though... the 'kick-ass' party was imaginary and yes it didn't come true)...and no..nobody followed my birthday wishlist...well cos its waaaaaaay toooooo ex...hahaha... but i got very nice pressies too... as much as they think i hate it. I still like'em.
Today was the first day of school! Finally! The INTERMINABLE hols(such a strong word..shows how much i loooove sch! hahaha...not during the exams though) is finally over! i kinda miss can 1's jap food though but didn't get to eat'em today...i miss the bad music they play over the np radio thingy... esp during lunch periods cos everyone is talking,place is crowded,weather is usually sooo hot.. the radio is blasting some hindi music which is usually like 10-15mins long...then again..i don't really miss the hindi music thing...
Monday, May 23 ♥
l♥ved, oei
ericancharles: huh..i wasn't drunk...i jus have very good blood circulation lar...and i looooove ur gifts...as much as ivan disagrees with that! hahaha... my room is like a lil hello kitty haven!! n i loooooove it! hello kitty makes me really happy!!! * a smile as big as a guy's ego* hahaha.... no offence to guys...but its kinda true ain't it...nth is as big as tt!
Friday, May 20 ♥
l♥ved, hey
I think blogger should have a messenger... like alerting ppl about ur new post in ur blog. Think it'll be cool..n u don't have to keep checkin out on ur friends' blogs urself n its always the case when u miss the new post for a couple of days n ur friend will come accusing u for not tagging their boards...blah. it'll save lots of trouble...
I'm trying to blog almost everyday now... cos besides blogging i pretty much don't use my brains...at all... in order to get ready for school.. i shld use it more often to warm it up for the new term...(rubbish... i know..but at least i'm getting in touch with my english!) *silly laughter*
I feel sooooo bored!! grrr... my birthday is coming soon n i've NO plans... i seriously suck at planning anything... but i really don't know what my friends will prefer. They said its my birthday and i shld decide for myself...BUT i seriously don't have a clue... it'll only be fun if my friends enjoy what and since i like almost everything.. its hard to choose what i like to do better. My dilemma is as bad as choosing between a pile of 50 dollars notes mounting up to $1000 n a $1000 dollar note (whoa...seriously i'm quite a rubbish gal)! SEE! so hard larh!
And the worse part is.... i only have 1 birthday outfit for 2 days.... so sad lar! n i'm BROKE...may i spell it again...B R O K E. Spelling twice just made me even down-er...
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l♥ved, ...
I'm bored to coooore n unable to slp... not exactly unable.. i jus don't want to. Its such a waste of a holiday -day to slp sooo early! not very early..but during the hols u're suppose to onli slp after u r drained of energy because u had fun previously... which is what i'm missing out so i caught up with the slping late thing..
**IGNORE the first paragraph if it distorted my image in ur head from someone normal to abnormal.**
i just had a ground-shattering thought. the world is indeed unfair... why do girls have to keep talking abt guys,guys,guys... with their gal-friends when guys only spend like 15% on the topic 'girls'? Seriously. We spend like 80% of our time obsessing about men. just think.
Right?
It is because we short of topics to talk abt? or r we too considerate?
I realise i can't really blog 'my life'.. i can only blog annecdotes.. i'll try..
i had a great day... great dinner..it was really nice! seriously...cooking is soo easy! All u need is a good piece of meat n tasty sauces then...voila! u're a great cook! that's how i was on my knees begging for more... in my head.. till i felt the bulge...my tummy.
After dinner was the usual tvee time... nth much... it was pretty good though...followed my the o.c.. which is good. I simply love...would die... for their wardrobe! how can anyone have a full closet of designer labels dresses n shoes n chanel bags for sch?!!!!!(marissa did!)!!!!! (still need to put more '!' cos i'm utterly envious!) !!!!! i wouldn't mind my dad leaving me n my mum being such a bitch.... then again... maybe i would... but hell..all i need is some retail therapy.
This is so iritating... so hard to relate to this kind of shows when u're broke most of the times... and chanel happen not to be in ur wardrobe's log-book!! The only brand that keeps appearing is giordano....n giordano... yea... their basic white/black round neck tee! i bet everyone in Ngee ann sch of BA has it (besides guys)... really... my friend once wore the black one n she saw abt 8 of them wearing it at the canteen within 30 mins! Note: it was within her sight...can u imagine how many of'em are having classes,in toilets,at the far end she can't see,at the library... i bet giordano is smiling at all the money it earns frm just the basic tees...
shame on me... i wore it out today too..~
Thursday, May 19 ♥
l♥ved, The EX-factor
Its really weird how the 'ex-s' affects the current gf or bf (nt really sure abt guys..but does it affect u? teeny tiny bit?)... *waits for imaginary response*... aww don't lie!
I believe many... many gf asked their current bf abt their ex-s before.. how they look/dress/their figure/hair....whatever is like..and finally..which one the guy prefers best. GUYS, pls don't fall into this trap! its almost FATAL( caps. shows the intensity of the consequence) to the relationship...also...watch what u say!
Till now (after thinking for a few hrs), i still don't know why some girls bother to feel anything about the EX. The EX just loooms above the relationship... whenever ur boo does smthg sweet for u, u'll think 'he probabbly would've done it for his ex/-s before... so it isn't that thoughtful or sweet afterall. U may altercate with things like 'awww...its different!'...how different? besides doing it for a different person? Well, then again...if tricks were to be broken up and moved on like the last relationship.. u'll need damn lot of stuffs up ur sleeves to make ur boo happy/excited/suprised/whatever.
SO don't...step into this whole tunnel of thoughts like me. Once u get into the whole EX-factor vibe, u may never get out. What is over, is really over... unless he cheated his ex's money or smthg u cannot not know more abt.. then it shld be broken up n move on like how ur boo did.. jus think of how lucky u are to be in this relationship though this guy belonged to the previous girl but u shld count ur blessings... it nearly might nt have been u if they hadn't broken up. right?
Monday, May 16 ♥
l♥ved, sigh
Hey...!! my burfdae is really coming!! *fat smile!* its like onli... less than a week away! ok... just a few hours less than a week though. Seriously, why am i so excited?
People who don't know what to get me... hahaha... can just shift ur eyes towards the right side n u'll see my wishlist... jus get one of'em (NOTE: it might be better if u jus look n buy the following.. it'll definately save ur precious time won't it? Also, save time worrying if i like the gift.. just look la *cajoling* ...)!!
Friday, May 13 ♥
l♥ved, blown over my top
I was angry... with my mum. She had to go to this friend's son's wedding dinner n had nth to wear.. she was really grouchy n as if its my fault! She was angry because 1. She had nothing to wear 2. the maid disfigured her new top( no..nth acidic, either ironing or washing) 3. She was just pissed... while all that drama was happening, i was reading in my room (not by chance, i was seriously trying to avoid the WHOLE war goin on outside my door)... She borrowed my BCBG skirt n asked me (not very nicely) why i din buy the matching top. I was already PROVOKED by her way of asking n she complaining to me abt the maid..so.. i just retort MILDLY..i simply said that the skirt was already $200 after discount how do u think i can afford the matching top?!! *note: ONLY 2 exclaimation marks! In the end, she wore my skirt, my shoes n my top. Adding on to my anger, she said my shoes are the hardest stilts she ever walked on. *Warning* SHOES! NEVER..EVER COMPLAIN ABOUT MY SHOES! They are SHOES...especially mine! That was the last straw..i retreat back to my book.
Its not easy for ME (a STUDENT who is NOT financially independent..n a POOR tuition teacher who's next payday is always extended by the parent who thinks that her son is VERY SMART) to scrimp n save after deducting my bus fare n lunch-s at sch to afford the skirts n shoes! W/o peseverance, the feat was IMPOSSIBLE. I still cannot believe that i was actually shoe-shamed.
And now, my mum offers to pay me back for my shirt. I was like WTF? i don't want to take her money for my clothes under this circumstance. All i want is her to shut-up abt my shoes. and now she's making me feel guilty. But i was shoe-shamed!!!!!!
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It was such a bad week i wish tmr is next monday. The week was so bad i'm already concluding it, hoping nothing bad will happen on sat n sun.. i'm not even asking for nice things to befall on me (can u imagine the extend...pls do! so u'll feel so bad n buy me stuffs tt'll make me feel better! hahahaha....)
I still cannot believe this...READ!
I was suppose to give my tuition kid tuition on thurs cos his science EXAM was on friday. HOWEVER, on my way there, he called n said his parents are bringing him out till late..NOTE: he didn't say cancel tuition. HE said till very late... what the heck was i suppose to say? what else can i say?! i was being cornered to the wall! so i said the obvious, and cancelled the tuition. My tuition kid told me nt to worry he already studied in the morning... i know better to trust his words... a boy like him.. he'll just dream...
I was sooo pissed! How can this pair of parent do this to their child? When u're pri 4, can u actually study urself? apparently, their very smart son (who flunked maths n science in pri 3) COULD! How am i going to see my FIRST tuition kid excel (or at least pass math) with the parents hindering my way? *the 'how?' expression* BTW, they hired me to improve their son's work!
I thought maybe his mum was trying to avoid the fees issue because thurs was suppose to be the sixth lesson n i asked if she would like to pay me first since we'll not see other for 2-3 weeks... her face changed immediately like i just poured water at her. She said she'll call me back abt it... i didn't expect her to get her son to call me to cancel such a crucial tuition.
Why do i always get the weirdest people in the world? WHY? this tuition kid, tt friendster guy who lied abt his NAME (so childish) TWICE when he's already going 30, oh...n this friendster guy who lied about his RACE when he's been living in tt skin for almost 19 yrs ... n this CEO guy who calls himself ezzy hot..n this guy who wants to know me cos he read abt me...god know where?!...the list will go on...
I'm depressed.
Tuesday, May 10 ♥
l♥ved, boredom looms everyday
Boredom looms above my forehead EVERY SINGLE DAY... because HE is gone n i feel sooo restless. I can't do anything! I MISSSSSSSS U! Come back please... grrr... sobs...
I found out fishes don't have brains. So fishermen out there! u can...erm...fish with less guilt! *smiles indignantly*
The hols is too long n have proved to be interminable... i want school!
Sunday, May 8 ♥
l♥ved, so bored
So bored! grrr... i've been figuring out what i should do the whole day! and... i arrived at napping for 3 hrs! what a waste of time! but what else can i do besides tt... i've checked my mail TWICE, packed my wardrobe but there isn't much to pack...tt's all i did... because there really isn't anything else to do! grrr....
My hello kitty magnet collection is FINALLY complete! hahaha... feel so happy
It is such a joyous occassion that i think i shld call upon a celebration! yea?... so i have something to do..*whines* grrr..*growling...(cos i know i'm being ridiculous..)
oh i went shopping yesterday! yay! finally...after 1 looooong week of nt spending any money!! luckily i didn't have much time or energy to shop..or else i would've regret it...and spend the next few days at home again... hahaha..n scream boredom again n go out n spend too much n stay home n scream boredom again..then the WHOLE vicious cycle will go round n round...hahaha
what rubbish yammering-s right...i'm actually appalled that i can think of all these stupid 'cause n effect' or 'theories' that pretty much explains my weird behaviour or decisions...
For example, most of my ex boyfriends are not good-looking(they don't read my blog and most know that they're not a looker but they're okay abt it) because i wanna feel better. In some sense, more secure... at least i know girls won't be looking at their direction unless by default.. hahaha okay tt was a bit mean. But ALL..yea..ALL of them have KILLER sense of humour! serious! maybe it was the humour that smoked their looks... hahaha... really! Then i realised, looks aren't exactly everything anymore...
i'm still bored...hmms...
Tuesday, May 3 ♥
l♥ved, did i help her?
I was counting the amount of coins in my wallet ($8 dollars worth!)when this indonesian maid asked me how to get to serangoon w/o an ez-link card. Note: It was already 8:45pm. Nobody shops grocery this late and there's like 2 giant supermarkets in the west area. I told her that she can't take that bus to serangoon and she can use coins for her fare instead. Its rather apparent that she's new in singapore and already she has a serangoon friend?! and meeting that friend at this time of the night! what are they gonna do? unless they intend to shop at mustafa or roti-prata-ing, there isn't much besides karaok-ing and...watch movies on a grass patch... but its a tuesday nite. hmms... and i don't think she told her sir or her mum abt her outing...probabbly they're all away! she's sneakin to meet that friend in serangoon...
ok...end of pretending to be near nancy drew... i never read her novels before though...
but who was she going to meet? her fellow indonesian friend? or... the handsome bangla who's known to be the 'maid-killer' applies to both filipino n indonesian (because both grps are brown and MAY resemble J.Lo in ANY way...)...burmese maids r too fair... and sri-lankan maids may not look unique enough.. *ponders*
WHY? are filipinos or Malays soooo attractive among the ang mohs? WHY? Whenever someone say's 'she's a SPG'... u'll definately think she's a chinese trying too hard to impress a caucasian...or even worse a chinese who is trying very hard to impress her relatives with a caucasian bf..(usually not a spouse because she's too much of a SPG till the caucasian can't stand it!...). Are chinese the real SarongPartyGirls while the malays and filipinos r the ones who GET the white men in the end? but why? and i've seen some malay in indonesian who can't speak a word of english smooching a caucasian... then again..body language is a universal language.
My friend whose uncle(a half caucasian but look very much like a caucasian) married her filipino maid because she looked very much like J.Lo...loooooong hair, nice bronze skin...and also...voluptous figure (not all but the usuals who get white arms around them has it...the J.Lo kinda ass) ...see... so J.Lo... Also, the exotic accent they have might remind the caucasian how penelope d'cruz sounds... and if tom cruise was weak in the knees for her... i believe a lot others think she's hot... and wouldn't mind someone who sound like her and look like j.lo to wake up with...
In conclusion, those chinese SPGs out there should stop being one... cos its very 'bo hua' ( in hokkien, it means not worthwhile) because unless u're a lifeguard at sentosa u can pretty much forget about getting the tann....UNLESS the ang moh guy u're trying to get is filthy rich, u can consider a membership at some spa...
Well, of course... i've seen some chinese ladies who look smart and powerful with caucasian men... but i think if a SPG is labelled as a SPG... it'll take too long for her to be SMART and POWERFUL... wearing a sarong might just be a faster way...