I hate friendster and Baweb! seriously, i do... and will take a very long time to forgive them...and if blogger hangs again and make wadever i type vanish... i will hate u too....





i am sure that i'm really really hot... no! not that J.Lo kinda hot.. its a feverish kinda hot... yikes! fight! my white blood cells! Kill those chocolates+nuts+ice-cream+chips germs! so i can have my health back... n consume more of those mentioned..


realised my previous entries have been rather short? cos a good handful of peeps actually confessed to me that they don't read my blog! they only tag to show that they WERE here... HOW SADDEN-ing for me! SO why am i still blogging?! So this will be a short n sweet one...


I was thinking of this the whole while today... we grow older every year and a lot of different things happen every year. Some problems are repeated over and over again but i still haven't got the solution... Have grown older and wiser every year.. or just older? have i learnt from my pass mistakes?...


It was a bad day... i hope it'll be my last bad day for '05.. which rather impossible... sigh... I'm sorry to tt guy whom i thought he didn't know whether yoshinoya serves rice.. well apparently he does.. he was asking whether the bowl in the coupon serves rice.. i'm sorry!


1 Jan 2005 I had a GREAT day today! Kelebin and I ( the westerners) ventured to the East today. We got very lost! It was ironically fun… Singapore is like so small, its actually ironically big… It all started like this… We went to bradell to do voluntary work at the SPH to help sort out items for the Tsunami victims. But we were not needed because there were a TROOP of NS men inside already.. so sad rite.. we wanted to help but we couldn’t. So we donated money and left… at least we did something for them. For those who want to make donations, used clothing are not accepted anymore. So STOP digging old clothes from the back of your closet! Start digging from your piggy bank for CASH! Cos they need it very much! Since our services are not needed we went to eat at hougang mall then watch movie. We went hunting for a bus to go J8.. we went around 4 bus-stops n still couldn’t find the buses then we picked some bus to take.. and asked someone for directions. When we asked which bus to take, she was like ‘do u know what bus you’re on?! Its not going J8!’ that was the last thing we needed.. the bus ride was like soooo long till we fell asleep… We watched MEET THE FOCKERS… it was HILARIOUS! Watch it! Serious! It was NC-16 and we got checked! How unusual… anyway.. we got really lost after the movie.. we were suppose to go somewhere in Bishan… we ended up in toa payoh lorong 5 which is like 4 lorongs away from the rim of bishan! We panicked a little… till we sort of found our way… hahaha


Dec 31 2004 HAPPY NEW YEAR! Yea… another year just passed. Looking back at 2004.. what a year! Though it wasn’t a very fab year but it still went well enough for me. O levels results… working… new school… new friends…my life and me changed a lot.. I seriously think so! *nods head* I started working… my first time! As a promoter in supermarkets.. yea.. how corny right.. but it was quite fun initially till I got bored of it. Didn’t get to learn much besides constantly stressing on how good the product is, even if it’s not true. I learnt to be independent… tt’s all… My 2004 love life was a total flop! I ended my saga with Aston. I thought he was the ‘IT’ guy. Cute, quite funny and rather intellectual… but there wasn’t any chemistry. So.. yea.. too bad.. there were dates that I’d rather not mention.. because you’ll laugh your head off! Serious! Has anyone asked u if yoshinoya serves rice? My date did… how can anyone not know yoshinoya does and will always have rice in their meal! Even their menu showed bowls which contains rice in them! Another one was pretty much the same… his breathe was so bad I could even smell it from like 45 cm away… don’t ask me who they are… as if I’m gonna reveal…even if it was u.. Enough of bad dates… sadly, I only have bad dates to share cos the rest is even cornier than the first 2. I hope to have better luck with my love life in ’05… I think I seriously need it. Though my love life was a bummer, I’ve made some really nice friends this year. People like Erica (bestie)..Ivan.. micheal..kelebin and the rest u know who u are… they have been there for me when I’m at my lowest..(i.e when I just got back from my ridiculously bad dates..) I would like to say a HUGE thank you! U peeps r seriously very important to me… hahaha… yea… I mean it! I want my 2005 to be a meaningful year… the year I’m gonna look back n smile and not cringe in disgust… like wad I did when I think of my 2004… I’m gonna ensure I stick to my resolutions this year! 1) Pick up either yoga or pilates 2) Have a healthier lifestyle 3) Stop wasting time 4) Be a better person (i.e give up my seat to ppl who need it more than I do even when my leg is breaking) 5) Forgive and forget more graciously 6) Manage my money better (i.e its been my resolution since like 4 yrs back! I really need to stick to it this time!!!) 7) Work harder for better grades. (at least 2 A’s!!!) 8) Love myself more.Muahahaha! Pretty long huh! Hahaha… I want 2005 to be better.. er..and change my blogskin as well?.. if I learn how to.. Looking back again, I survived single hood the longest... and dying to be rescued from single hood. NO… I’m not desperate… I just want someone to be there. Like there for me and I want to be there for someone too…Its been a rough year for me… 2005 will be better… happy new year to myself…

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