Wednesday, June 15 ♥
l♥ved, i am still in shock!
as u know i have been publicizing my blog pretty agressively because of the following reasons:
.....because i cannot believe some boring pinky shoe fetish girl has 2300 people reading her blog when her entries are like... erm... B O R I N G. But she has nice nice clothes though... and pictures to decorate her blog (which i WILL have soon when i get hold on my own cam...very...erm...soon...).. also some stupid boys who're at the peak of their puberty 'reading' her blog when they just wanna see pic of her (ok... she's quite chio...skinny...tall...)
BUT
She's sooooo dry... and its no fun reading bout the lil pink princess who has long silky hair n flawless complexion with her not-so-good looking prince and all his sweetness living blissfully together most of the times... and her F***king nice father who bought her a chanel bag...while i have to hid my LV in my closet and be home before my dad reaches home at 7! (alright, i admit i'm a lil jealous bout tt bag part!)
Quite irritating right... anyways... the above reason isn't really true though... cos i realised something... if no one reads my blog.. what's the point of me blogging? right? so i just went around telling a few people... i hope they were here... cos i'll be watching...
But truly, that pinky girl is really quite boring... and she's trying to copy how carrie bradshaw writes her stuffs in Sex N the City... with the EXACT same titles. Poser...kia...
Anyways...
I've been feeling kinda bored lately... there isn't much happening around me... well partially cos i'm pretty broke and without money there isn't much u can do around. Also, HE isn't arnd cos smthg happened and HE'll have to be away for 5 days + ... sigh...
When he left, i realised how dependent i am on him... its bad i know but i just can't help it. When u're into smthg, u just wanna be absorbed into it n if its comfortable, u just wanna stay there. But of course when he's gone, u'll be vulnerable.
Sometimes i wonder, when God created Eve for Adam.. what was he thinking? What made wanna him create feelings... so complicated even the person himself wonder n gets all confused...