Friday, May 13 ♥
l♥ved, blown over my top
I was angry... with my mum. She had to go to this friend's son's wedding dinner n had nth to wear.. she was really grouchy n as if its my fault! She was angry because 1. She had nothing to wear 2. the maid disfigured her new top( no..nth acidic, either ironing or washing) 3. She was just pissed... while all that drama was happening, i was reading in my room (not by chance, i was seriously trying to avoid the WHOLE war goin on outside my door)... She borrowed my BCBG skirt n asked me (not very nicely) why i din buy the matching top. I was already PROVOKED by her way of asking n she complaining to me abt the maid..so.. i just retort MILDLY..i simply said that the skirt was already $200 after discount how do u think i can afford the matching top?!! *note: ONLY 2 exclaimation marks! In the end, she wore my skirt, my shoes n my top. Adding on to my anger, she said my shoes are the hardest stilts she ever walked on. *Warning* SHOES! NEVER..EVER COMPLAIN ABOUT MY SHOES! They are SHOES...especially mine! That was the last straw..i retreat back to my book.
Its not easy for ME (a STUDENT who is NOT financially independent..n a POOR tuition teacher who's next payday is always extended by the parent who thinks that her son is VERY SMART) to scrimp n save after deducting my bus fare n lunch-s at sch to afford the skirts n shoes! W/o peseverance, the feat was IMPOSSIBLE. I still cannot believe that i was actually shoe-shamed.
And now, my mum offers to pay me back for my shirt. I was like WTF? i don't want to take her money for my clothes under this circumstance. All i want is her to shut-up abt my shoes. and now she's making me feel guilty. But i was shoe-shamed!!!!!!
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It was such a bad week i wish tmr is next monday. The week was so bad i'm already concluding it, hoping nothing bad will happen on sat n sun.. i'm not even asking for nice things to befall on me (can u imagine the extend...pls do! so u'll feel so bad n buy me stuffs tt'll make me feel better! hahahaha....)
I still cannot believe this...READ!
I was suppose to give my tuition kid tuition on thurs cos his science EXAM was on friday. HOWEVER, on my way there, he called n said his parents are bringing him out till late..NOTE: he didn't say cancel tuition. HE said till very late... what the heck was i suppose to say? what else can i say?! i was being cornered to the wall! so i said the obvious, and cancelled the tuition. My tuition kid told me nt to worry he already studied in the morning... i know better to trust his words... a boy like him.. he'll just dream...
I was sooo pissed! How can this pair of parent do this to their child? When u're pri 4, can u actually study urself? apparently, their very smart son (who flunked maths n science in pri 3) COULD! How am i going to see my FIRST tuition kid excel (or at least pass math) with the parents hindering my way? *the 'how?' expression* BTW, they hired me to improve their son's work!
I thought maybe his mum was trying to avoid the fees issue because thurs was suppose to be the sixth lesson n i asked if she would like to pay me first since we'll not see other for 2-3 weeks... her face changed immediately like i just poured water at her. She said she'll call me back abt it... i didn't expect her to get her son to call me to cancel such a crucial tuition.
Why do i always get the weirdest people in the world? WHY? this tuition kid, tt friendster guy who lied abt his NAME (so childish) TWICE when he's already going 30, oh...n this friendster guy who lied about his RACE when he's been living in tt skin for almost 19 yrs ... n this CEO guy who calls himself ezzy hot..n this guy who wants to know me cos he read abt me...god know where?!...the list will go on...
I'm depressed.