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Wednesday, January 5 ♥

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Dec 31 2004 HAPPY NEW YEAR! Yea… another year just passed. Looking back at 2004.. what a year! Though it wasn’t a very fab year but it still went well enough for me. O levels results… working… new school… new friends…my life and me changed a lot.. I seriously think so! *nods head* I started working… my first time! As a promoter in supermarkets.. yea.. how corny right.. but it was quite fun initially till I got bored of it. Didn’t get to learn much besides constantly stressing on how good the product is, even if it’s not true. I learnt to be independent… tt’s all… My 2004 love life was a total flop! I ended my saga with Aston. I thought he was the ‘IT’ guy. Cute, quite funny and rather intellectual… but there wasn’t any chemistry. So.. yea.. too bad.. there were dates that I’d rather not mention.. because you’ll laugh your head off! Serious! Has anyone asked u if yoshinoya serves rice? My date did… how can anyone not know yoshinoya does and will always have rice in their meal! Even their menu showed bowls which contains rice in them! Another one was pretty much the same… his breathe was so bad I could even smell it from like 45 cm away… don’t ask me who they are… as if I’m gonna reveal…even if it was u.. Enough of bad dates… sadly, I only have bad dates to share cos the rest is even cornier than the first 2. I hope to have better luck with my love life in ’05… I think I seriously need it. Though my love life was a bummer, I’ve made some really nice friends this year. People like Erica (bestie)..Ivan.. micheal..kelebin and the rest u know who u are… they have been there for me when I’m at my lowest..(i.e when I just got back from my ridiculously bad dates..) I would like to say a HUGE thank you! U peeps r seriously very important to me… hahaha… yea… I mean it! I want my 2005 to be a meaningful year… the year I’m gonna look back n smile and not cringe in disgust… like wad I did when I think of my 2004… I’m gonna ensure I stick to my resolutions this year! 1) Pick up either yoga or pilates 2) Have a healthier lifestyle 3) Stop wasting time 4) Be a better person (i.e give up my seat to ppl who need it more than I do even when my leg is breaking) 5) Forgive and forget more graciously 6) Manage my money better (i.e its been my resolution since like 4 yrs back! I really need to stick to it this time!!!) 7) Work harder for better grades. (at least 2 A’s!!!) 8) Love myself more.Muahahaha! Pretty long huh! Hahaha… I want 2005 to be better.. er..and change my blogskin as well?.. if I learn how to.. Looking back again, I survived single hood the longest... and dying to be rescued from single hood. NO… I’m not desperate… I just want someone to be there. Like there for me and I want to be there for someone too…Its been a rough year for me… 2005 will be better… happy new year to myself…