Tuesday, October 19 ♥
l♥ved, FAMILY ?
i was watching this channel 8 show its like the singapore version of 'extreme makeover' but not that extreme.. they only try to make people slim down so that they'll feel better about themselves... there's was this 25 yr old mum of 1 kid.. but she looks 40! her figure before she got pregnant n after she gave birth was a world of difference! she aged sooo much... eye-bags, huge saggy boobs, big butt...the lists goes on... n she's so young! she still has a whole life ahead of her...
i didn't having a baby can make a woman LOOK that diff... but why does she wants to be a mum so young...what will happen to HER life? the one before all the mamy pokos come into the picture? after much pondering i have derived only this:
cute baby CRYING+ huge saggyboobs n butt+ dark eye rings+ lovely hushband who thinks u still look fab. = happy myself?
NO!
i thought of this instead:
cute baby that doesn't cry+firm boobs n ass+ lovely hushband who thinks i look fab.= BLISS!
WAIT!
this is seriously not going to happen! how can i achieve firm boobs n ass if there's a baby infront... when i watched the show with my mum, even she turned n looked at the mirror herself... n told me about the stretch marks (oh! i forgot to add in the stretch marks)..she said... it jus so happens that the marks are "PERMERNANT"... it might not sound that serious to ur *hushband/bf (*delete accordingly) but i'm sure it is important to women... will i still be happy n confident? or will my kids call me 'fat mum'? or even worse... my hushband wouldn't want to walk beside me on the streets...i suddenly find that channel 8 show so heroic.. they're saving someone's self-esteem there..! n its important! so its like this:
cute baby who still has to cry+ firm boobs n ass + stretch marks are PERMERNANT+ lovely hushband who will walk beside me b4 n after my slimming treatment=
viola! bliss?...still doubtful
what about the life after the baby? my mum... she told me after having US..(me n bro).. she lost almost all her frens.. n her life.. shopping was onli after like when we were like 4-5 yrs old..wow.. my dad MUST love her MORE man! the opportunity cost of having a child is soooo HUGE n big! the PPF will be FLAT...yup... econs... exam thots again... yup...time to study..AGAIN...